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jason , whose original drafted name was "thing 1," claims a couple different distinctions in my life. 1. he's been forgiven before 2. only two people truly incited a violent response, he's #2 3. he's one of the Dozen, and one of the most influential 4. he is top 3 most indebted - $1500+ 5a. he's an ex-boyfriend, though he's str8 5b. he does not think of me as an ex 6. he's one of three current male prostitutes i've 'dated' 7. he's one of the few left i still talk to out of all this jason is  23, very good looking and doesn't realize it, and he's hopeless addicted. to heroin. he has never confirmed that. i have it from excellent sources, verified by his behavior. jason wouldn't admit any of this, even if caught. that's the other jason, not this one. there are two of them. i hate one, and so does he. most days, we hate the same one.

Cal's text is always black but black underlined is a timestamp text inserted (for clarity) or replaced (for anonymity) is italicized thing 1 gets blue unnammed 18/yo demoted to orange deletions are in red Cals' commentary is purple the author's commentary is green 🙌and we have chat-level emoticons Part 1, forgiveness: thing 1 9/28/21 10:39am t hing 1 . PleSe come Where an how Full page cut. Most of it is fairly incomprehensible thanks to my emotional state and talk to text. Sumary: I describe my relationship with t the abuser. Each person tells their own story, I am cutting second hand retellings. I started dating this guy sort of he like was like you sort of 😮 It's hard to explain. he's just a Finesser. I've got nothing out of it 😮 I'm exhausted from by this conversation took three hours and we Shout all the time and this is my closest friend in the whole world right now 😮 All night talking to him he won't leave me alone . I am physically...